I have been dieting since Monday. Oatmeal for breakfast, carrots for a snack, quinoa and vegetables for lunch, and quinoa and a vege burger for dinner. Food has never been so boring!! A friend is mine who is a photographer is trying to build her portfolio and asked me if I'd try modeling in some of her pictures. The opportunity sounded great because I need as much practice as I can get as far as dieting (for longer than a week but I'm taking baby steps) and posing, as well as, feeling comfortable in front of a camera. The diet has been well for the 5 day eternity!
Now I haven't been the happiest person to be around the past week because I was carb deprived and my body felt very tired. My mouth would water as I watched co-workers eat their lunch and all I keep telling myself is that on Sunday I will go straight to the pizzeria, counting down the days. Until... Today at about 8:30pm after receiving a text about pizza as I laid in my bed. I was too exhausted to stay up later and thought I was going to fall asleep driving on the way home from work today but it was until the topic of pizza arose that my sleepy body rapidly awakened. Half closed eyes were no longer tired and my mouth started its high speed drooling fest. I was imagining eating a slice of pizza and I could not think about anything else except how "it won't be THAT bad" and so... 9pm I was out at the pizzeria with $5.00, eyeing two grandma slices. I ate both and haven't been happier but since I was guilty I had to confess. Also, I was fifty cents short so the guy told me to worry (I'll be there tomorrow with the money!).
Now I have told myself tomorrow and Saturday I will work out very hard and it will all be fine. I put this in writing so I don't disappoint anyone and hopefully this will motivate me to get these workouts done!
P.S. - I will still probably be getting more pizza on Sunday... Yes, I have a problem